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Maybe the doctor would have killed me at the time idk. I'm choosing to believe I was gonna die on that medical table and that's why God did what He did or didn't intervene in a way He could have. Idk. None of it makes sense. Idk how all the apostles did it. I know they suffered and yet were out here writing away about faith through trials and persecution makes us stronger. Like no! I'm weaker! I'm struggling!!! I am NOT God's bravest solider AT ALL! Stop putting me on the frontline 😭
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✮⋆˙ Intro! Please read!
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Hi! Welcome to the blog! I like to call this the Sol-Verse ask blog for short, And it includes all my characters from my two stories:
WTDWYB
And...
Divinity!
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✦.── ?¿ What are these two stories ¿? ── .✦
๋࣭ ⭑⚝ WTDWYB: A polyam romance series! It focuses on the POV of Hisashi Ayumu and His friends, Yanami, Jay, And Connor when the four of them run into eachother at a college for rehabilitation and helping people in lower class societies or situations fix their behaviors to make successful careers! Hisashi, Having D.I.D and OCD, Believes he can't find love. Though, It's very quickly proven wrong that he can not only find love, But three of them aswell!
✮⋆˙ Divinity: A mix of an older teen/young adult slice of life book and mythological fantasy, Focused on 5 main characters perspectives as they not only find out they were never human from the start, But they're the next generation of gods and godesses! Those five and a group of others their age team up to survive for the last 'normal' year of their lifes, Balancing training to control the universe with hiding that fact from everyone else they know!
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?¿ What kind of questions can we ask or not ¿?
Questions of all kinds are allowed! Aslong as its not weird weird, Like bringing up ¡ncest...Ugh. Questions of NSFW nature will have a specific tag, #Sol's-Divinity-NSFW or #Sol's-WTDWYB-NSFW !
Other than that, Ask away! If your question doesn't get posted, Ask about it! It could either be that it was against a boundary, But we won't hold that against you unless it was ACTUALLY that bad!
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?¿ Which Characters are taking questions ¿?
๋࣭ ⭑⚝ WTBWYB:
Hisashi Ayumu, AKA Hisa: A half-korean guy, He/It, born Male. Cooking major, 23 years old. Has D.I.D, But only one Alter, Sashi. Sashi does not take questions, But if asked one anyway, Hisa will answer for him!
Yanami.M : Japanese, He/They, Born Male. Digital art major, 21 years old. Answers less frequently. (He's lazy.)
Jay Berret: Peruvian, Switches between all pronouns, Born male. Fashion Major, 22 years old. Answers almost always, But sometimes Connor will answer for him.
Connor Noceda: Half-Mexican, He/She, Born male. Programming Major. 22 and ½ years old. Takes asks, And answers if one of the other three doesn't.
Miya Hanamura: Korean, She/Her, Born Female. Law Major. 21 and ½ years old. Almost always answers. Otherwise, Irene does.
Irene Vendeta: African American, She/Her, Born Female. Literature Major. 21 years old. Always answers.
Yuzuru.M: Japanese, She/It, Born Female. Music Major. 21 years old. Always answers, If not, Yanami does.
Others: Matthew, Drew, Jonathan, Coraline, Casey, Jennie, Kenili
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✮⋆˙Divinity:
Vixen Carrion: African American, 18, Goddess of Love, Beauty, Death, and Music. She/Her, Born female. Always answers, And often has Ziggy answer for her if not.
Corodite 'Ziggy' Igero: Half Japanese, Half Polish, 19, God of Water, Illness, Chaos, And destruction. Sometimes ignores questions, In which Vixen or His younger siblings answer. Is also dyslexic, So often spells wrong when answering without help.
Aidlyn Venson: American, 18 and ½, Godess of Mystery, Fire, Light, and the sun. 50/50 if she'll answer or have Vixen or T.J do it for her.
T.J Escarra: Unspecified Hispanic, 18, God of War, The Weather, and disasters. Either him or Aidlyn responds.
Hazel Quinera: African American, No age(?), Goddess of Nature, Creativity, Animals, And Expression. Rarely answers for herself because she has little knowlege of how computers work.
Nero: No last name?? Polish, No age(?), Goddess of Wisdom, Power, and Control. Always answers for herself unless question offends her.
Erica and Erin Igero: Twins, Part Polish and Blasian. 18 years old(?). Oracles who have limited abilities to control the past, future, and are minor gods of trickery and lies. Always answer unless Ziggy forces them not to.
Other: Michela, Mrs.Igero, Mrs.Venson, Mrs.Carrion, Mr. Carrion, Mr. Quinera.
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DNI!: Pr0shippers, Harrassment, Rac¡sts, Homophobia/Transphobia, Basic DNI criteria.
Other Info:
𑁍ࠬܓ𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖ ɞ Divinity and WTDWYB are, of course, Set in different series! Though occasionally, Crossover asks are welcome! Events will also start happening once more follows, asks, and such happen! Characters sometimes have posts durings their B-Days aswell!
Its nice to meet everyone! Safe travels, and Happy asking! <3
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#✮⋆˙Sol's Collective#✮⋆˙Sol'sDivinityAsks#✮⋆˙Sol'sWTDWYBAsks#Sol's-Divinity-NSFW#Sol's-WTDWYB-NSFW#ask blog#send asks#ask box#ask oc blog#ask ocs#wip#wip story#Solivan'sCollective#divinity#WTDWYB#introductory post#oc ask blog#oc#original character#oc ask list#oc blog#lgbtqia#lgbtq ocs#SolivanCol#I'm so ugh#Tired#Get me some sleep#why did this take so long#aaaaaaaaaaaa#sobs and cries
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(✿◕‿◕) die (ꈍ ꒳ ꈍ✿)
#MY GIRLLLLLLLL <333333 you're doing amazing sweetie kill them all you deserve to#anyway. coping mechanism. the problems in my life i could solve if society just let me have a death note#this show really is an exercise in patience and suffering i get SO squicked out#by how much the horrible characters and situations mirror the insanity of what's happening in real life#also the revelation that some of the actors are Exactly as shitty as their characters are is. ugh.#but every time i'm like okay i can't take it i need to stop to protect my headspace#i think of kimiko and am like.... no... i need to see my gir....#hope karen gets jucy roles in other shows too PLEASE#the boys#kimiko miyashiro#karen fukuhara#theboysedit#tvedit
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#you could swap out schizophrenics with a lot of other disorders but I had a conversation specifically about schizophrenia#and ugh I'm so tired#my post
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based ofc on this
#baldur's gate 3#bg3#bg3 fanart#astarion ancunin#bg3 astarion#astarion#stuff and things#userpharawee#I'm back! hi :D#just a quick silly thing to try and get back into the groove after two weeks hhh#wHY do I always feel like I forgot how to draw after not drawing for a while uGH. anyway.#how have you guys been? I hope 2024 is treating you well so far ♥︎
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*holds them gently and pretends nothing bad ever happened*
#still a wip but I just need to share them with you#the pookies#i'm really proud of how viktor turned out here#he's so!!!#ugh#wip#arcane#arcane fanart#jayvik fanart#jayvik#my art
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credits to @aroaceleovaldez for generously revealing the font name i had so much fun w this (the fonts called 'centaur')
#(warning guys this isn't real or canon! this is an imagined fanon scene using the pjo book font! this is meant for entertainment only!)#also I missed the word 'said' in the last line I'm sorry I'm so pissed I noticed so late pretend you didnt see that guys ugh#this scene deserved to happen#should I make more of this#cw unreality#pjo fandom#percy jackson#pjo series#pjo hoo#jason grace#pjo hoo toa#annabeth chase#leo valdez#piper mclean#thalia grace#heroes of olympus#rrverse#percy jackon and the olympians#pjo incorrect quotes#camp jupiter#hoo#hoo fandom
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Bisexual crisis Crystal edition
#dead boy detectives#dbda#palasaki#palasaki week#it was supposed to be for the free day but i've completely lost the plot and I don't know if I'm on time#...or early#i know we all like to think crystal knows she likes girls#buuuut we saw her past. that is not an emotionally intelligent person#i think she was the kind of girl who put other girls down idk#i just think considering how she speaks for women so many times throughout the show#that it would be great character development#also charles figured it out decades ago#maybe even while he was alive#most of the time he crushes on girls though so you wouldn't know it#edwin probably doesn't know either i'm aware#but imagine if you will him reacting to this like "ugh#because he was there when Charles went through this journey and he did not care for it lol#whatever. niko you angel we all adore you#especially crystal... tho edwin might not like that#edwin: how dare you suggest you like niko more than i do?#preposterous
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~Frozen Pizza and Eggs~
#just practising faces and expressions#and trying to figure out his stupid hair#ugh why do i insist on giving him an undercut they're so hard to draw#really struggle with getting characters to look consistent from different angles#but i'm pretty pleased with how these turned out#stardew valley#stardew shane#sdv shane#feat. clarence the chicken#fanart#mcbaart
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C: "Standard rules of engagement, clause 1.1.2, subsection 3. Civilian non-combatants must be given sufficient time to evacuate the area of hostilities. Aziraphale can put in a formal complaint to de dark council of the dukes of Hell, if you want. But you'll have to delay your attack until they reply. That could take weeks, maybe. Erm- You lot could all be in big trouble." A: *Nods effervescently to support his lying husband*
#michael sheen i'm in your walls how can your face do the things it does#i love azi so much UGH#he's so tiny at times#good omens#ineffable husbands#crowley#aziraphale#good omens 2#aziracrow#my gif
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You raised a troublesome foe. You’re expelled, my stupid pupil.
#One Piece#opgraphics#Monkey D. Garp#Kuzan#Aokiji#*mine#love how fluid and expressive the animation is in this scene!!#so f*cking good omg like i'm utterly obsessed with the animation of Garp laughing#it's so cute that Garp actually goes to Kuzan to vent about Dragon and Luffy tho lmao#ugh but all these flashbacks makes it even more upsetting to see the fallout between them in the present... 😢
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Sometimes at work it's not my place to tell people the things I want to say, and I find I often go home at the end of the rougher days to stand blankly in my shower and tell myself over and over what I wish I could pass on.
This accomplishes very little, and mostly just gives me a tension headache, but through it all I think I've narrowed myself down to a few solid things I'd like to tell people the most.
You can't change people. Not permanently, not for anythig. You can support them, encourage them, love them, give them tools and opportunities and resources, but you can't make them change. They can change themselves if they want to, but they have to want to, and they have to want it for themselves, because they're the only one that's certain to be with them forever.
For better or worse, you make your own choices, and blaming bad choices on others doesn't only work to absolve you of responsibility- it also robs you of control. Because if you say you only did something because I did something, then you arent only shifting blame- you're admitting that you cannot control yourself, that you cannot truly make choices for yourself, that other people can control you- and as long as you truly beleive that, you'll keep facing the same problems over and over. You'll keep letting others dictate your choices, because you'll beleive that they can, and you'll never be free.
White knights on horseback are from fairytales. Nobody can help you if ou're not willing to help yourself. To try, to put the dirty work in, to belive you're worth that effort- Act as though nobody is coming to save you. From a struggle, from pain, from bad relationships, from yourself. And when you do save yourself, because you will, because failure here isn't an option if you want to survive, you'll never find another dragon that can keep you prisoner.
Don't say anything to anyone that you wouldn't want them remembering forever.
Doing the right thing in bad circumstances is hard. It's the hardest thing. But if you make the choice to do that hard thing anyways, despite your fear, you'll go on the rest of your like knowing that you're the sort of person who did something.
The present only seems the hardest because the past I over and the future hasn't happened.
There's so much joy ahead of you, the kind you can't possibly understand until you see it yourself.
The responsibility of consequences is often disguised as the power of permission. "I won't do this if you help me", "I'll work on my anger if you do this for me", "I promised you I'd quit, but can I have just one?". The unspoken question is, "Can it be your fault if this goes badly?"
You cant make someone love you the way you need to be loved. Someone can love you very much and still be bad for you, even if you love them very much in return. Two people can love each other very, very much, and try their very best, and still be wrong for each other.
Sometimes being near to someone changes you, even in good ways, and the people you become don't fit together as well as the people you were.
Caring takes work. Even if it's real. Especially if it's real. And the most important gestures aren't the grand, poetic, songs-and-flowers-and-tears moments; they're getting out of bed even though you don't want to. Paying attention to things you don't enjoy. Scrubbing pans, or opening a window, saying "thank-you", or helping carry groceries into the house. The small things fill the big things- without the small, boring, mediocre things, big things feel hollow.
Thrre is honour and dignity in humble work.
If you are a cruel and spiteful person, then you will find every place you visit to be full of the same cruel, spiteful people. This is not because the world is as cruel as you, but because everywhere you are, you will be disliked. This is the curse that comes with being persistently cruel and spiteful.
If you are a kind and ppsitive person, you will repeatedly encounter kind and positive people, because as they grow familiar with you, they will be happier to have you near. This is the reward of being a kind and positive person.
When splitting paths with loved ones, briefly or forever, aim for your last words to always be "I love you".
#I'm still so young and ignorant#but I wish someone had told ME these things before I had to learn them#And now when shit goes south and everything is over and calm again the same things just roll though my head#Over and over and over#It's like everyone I meet has the same 3 problems and its ruining their lives#I just want to take everyone I meet by the shoulders and shake them#I KNOW why this is happening to you#Do you realize you can be better?#Do you realize you can do it?#Aren't you terrified of wasting your life like this?#*I* want to be happier#*I* used to be so much worse than I am#And I don't have it all figured out#But if we all decide to help ourselves then it'll be that much easier to help each other#Right?#It's so hard to lift dead weight#You need to kick against the waves with me#You need to WANT to float#Do you understand#Ugh it's 6am#This has been your overdramatic midnight ramble#Imma grill me a cheese and go back to bed#Blaurfhgh
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why he is so adorable I can't with him 🤏 for @jkvjimin ♡
#jungkook#jeongguk#jeon jungkook#bts#bangtan#skygifs#i'm so sleepy ugh i think i will make more later
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My artbook just arrived and what do you mean they could have looked like this?? Who looked at these designs and thought: No wait, I have a better idea :)
WHO WAS IT?? COME HERE I JUST WANNA TALK
#dragon age the veilguard#dragon age#morrigan#dorian pavus#isabela dragon age#idk is this a spoiler?#i guess#dragon age the veilguard spoilers#datv spoilers#veilguard spoilers#dav spoilers#i'm so mad not gonna lie#so you're really telling me there were these designs and they CHANGED them??#WHY???#i'm sorry i don't want to be mad but this is honestly so frustrating#the whole art book makes me a little angry ngl#veilguard critical#ugh#my girl morrigan actually looks like i think she would 20 years down the line ;A;#ahhh
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Eclipse finally has their licence!
Sorry it took a while, they had to get a few repairs first :P
Sun and Moon's licence :)
The full lanyard
#Tidbit: the initial sketch for them had them in the “wrapped up in a blanky with soup” kinda pose. Blanket included.#I changed it because it didn't look super nice with the angle.#UGH they're all so cuteeeee#Also#Eclipse has eyes & the other drawing didnt because I fcking FORGOT about them & only realised after looking at my initial drawings for a re#I'm not going back to change it I'm too busy#art#my art#fnaf#my goober#fnaf daycare attendant#fnaf security breach#fnaf dca#fnaf eclipse#eclipse fnaf#dca eclipse#fnaf sun#fnaf moon#dca fandom#you have earned your autistic licence#dca art#dca fanart#Tagging things is hard#self-insert#thats who the purple person is.
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advocatus diaboli
#baldur's gate 3#bg3#karlach#tiefling#barbarian#bg3 fanart#bg3 karlach#bg3 art#userpharawee#stuff and things#ugh idk I'm struggling with my art a bit lately and it's. fcking annoying!!#so this clearly isn't finished (whatever that means)#but I don't hate how it looks yet#so I'm just quickly going to throw it out there before I can start to overthink myself into disliking it lmao#easing my way back into liking what and how I draw. slowly but surely#anyway. karlach!! I still love her
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